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Yesterday, I decided that I want to do a 21-22 day European tour (on one of those tour buses) by myself. Well, if I have someone to go with me, I’m not opposed cruises to the panama canal to it, but I don’t need them to go. I am my own best friend right now and I love it. I’ve spent so much of my life holding my happiness and “good time” on the attention of others. In school cruises to the panama canal (and who are we kidding, as an adult too) it was always a certain person that if I got their attention, on a field trip, would make my day (and who are we kidding, my existence). It was usually someone high stature or popular. But the Jamie Arbuckle’s of the world can’t give me self-worth; cruises to the panama canal I have that on my own. So, I want to do a European bus tour, by myself is a-okay.
What made me think of the European tour is the trips I’ve been taking with the seniors (55+). We went to the Showboat Branson Belle yesterday. cruises to the panama canal I don’t feel the urgency to have to sit by anyone cruises to the panama canal on these trips and I’m completely fine being my own solo party of 1… and I really like it. It takes the pressure off. Besides I’m good enough to deserve and want my own attention. I’ll just have to be that high stature/popular cruises to the panama canal person that I need attention from. I’ll just have to be. I found the bus to be very comfortable. I had a seat in the morning cruises to the panama canal sun. It was a chilly morning so the sun felt delightful and also made me perfectly sleepy. I rested my eyes and my mind for the most part. The real excitement started when we got closer to our destination. The winding/twining cliff-ed roads overviewing cruises to the panama canal Table Rock lake where absolutely beautiful, like a sight one might travel from a thousand miles away to see. I only journeyed 1 hour to see. These are the things I no longer want to take for granted. Majestic things can be found very near me. I want to see them and enjoy them as if I would enjoy Europe. cruises to the panama canal I want to be a tourist in my own State. I want to see and appreciate thing the same way I would if I had traveled 1 million miles. I also want to start taking more day trips (in the meantime while I’m getting financially ready for my European Tour). My list of day trips includes: Dickerson Park Zoo, Dog Wood Canyon, Eureka Springs, Ha Ha Tonka, Little cruises to the panama canal Grand Canyon, Silver Dollar City, and Crystal Bridges. Most of these are in Arkansas (and I’m in Missouri) but they are very close to me (only a few hours away.)
We parked the bus and departed, walked across a vibrantly green knoll to the docking area. The docking area is wonderful, it has a few shops and you can see the Branson Belle. The water rolls, like the ocean, into the shore. Once on board, they take you directly to your seat, it’s a small table for 2. You get coffee, and pink lemonade and iced tea and I think I drank so much that I had to use the restroom 5 times while on board. Every time the waitress came around cruises to the panama canal I got a “fill up” and boy oh boy was the coffee good. They bring bread, then a salad, then your meal, then your dessert. cruises to the panama canal While you are eating they have a Funny Hyper Magic preshow (wonderful) and then a band (wonderful). The food is wonderful. I was so full but I kept eating anyway because it was so delicious! cruises to the panama canal After dessert you get 30 mins to roam about the vessel before the main show starts cruises to the panama canal (and btw, the vessel is sailing). I tried my best to get all the way to the top. I made it to the 3rd deck, there was one more to go but I am so so so so afraid of heights that I was barely moving in the windy windy windy aisle of the 3rd deck… I mean I’m afrrrrraid of heights. cruises to the panama canal I try to tell myself it’s not so bad and that when I get up there I’ll be just fine but then my body shuts down in fear. I feel like it’s physical and not mental (because my body doesn’t seem to want to listen to my mind telling me “it’s okay”).
The show started and it was amazing as well! Janice Martin is the big act, you might know her because she was on “America’s Got Talent.” She does an aerial act while playing the fiddle (pretty amazing). The host is so funny (Christopher James/ cruises to the panama canal he is also the preshow magician), he has great improvisational skills. That’s the part I admire the most, the funny (somewhat improvised) host. I want to be a funny host and have my name sound off the walls under the big lights! I really really cruises to the panama canal really do want that… there is something a little bit scary and a lot exciting about it. Jeff Jenkins, the owner of The Skinny Improv, is so good at it.
I watched, glued to all the talent and again found myself without cruises to the panama canal urgency to be one of them. Like my urgency to hang with the “it” crowd, I’ve also always had an urgency to be “famously successful” NOW. I mean my heart beats out of my chest and I can barely stand it, I want it so bad and right now, right right now! I’ve actually never really been able to enjoy performances and etc because of this urgency …because it’s like torture. That’s why I rarely watch the academy awards, because I want to be there accepting my award. But, yesterday, I enjoyed it. Yes, I wanted it so bad but there was “no urgency” feeling, instead there was… what’s this, Grinch look out: “LOVE!” Maybe my heart has grown two sizes but this “love” thing is really taking hold.
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